Dust in the wind - Michele
Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 12:31 am
Here is my second attempt. A slow 'Dust in the Wind'. I'm still struggling with performance anxiety - big time.
I had to slow this right down to keep it together. I find that once I get in front of the camera the following happens:
- both of my hands tense up and don't move properly (my right hand falters and my left one goes into a vice grip)
- my hands get sweaty - mind you it is 40oC here today (104oF)
- my mind goes blank and I forget where I'm up to
- my jaw tightens and smiling goes out the window
- the tricky bits that I thought I'd nailed fall apart - the G to Dm7 change is a classic here.
This is an angst ridden performance, I'm by no means happy with it. It's a work in progress. I'm working on:
- relaxing (not doing too well here)
- smiling (yep - you guessed it - a work in progress) - but I'll post another video to show you that I can smile - I just can't smile and play in front of the camera
- reducing the pressure in my hands - especially my left - to get good tone and easy movement - without buzzing
- angling my right hand so my nails hit the strings at a 90 -ish degree angle
- getting even/consistent tone - and even volume
- increasing the volume of my bass notes (I think I'll eventually need to get a thumb pick)
I'm working on heaps more, but you get the general idea.
It's strange - you were all so sweet to me last time. I'm hoping this is an experience thing. In the meantime - I'm going with the Nike approach.
I had to slow this right down to keep it together. I find that once I get in front of the camera the following happens:
- both of my hands tense up and don't move properly (my right hand falters and my left one goes into a vice grip)
- my hands get sweaty - mind you it is 40oC here today (104oF)
- my mind goes blank and I forget where I'm up to
- my jaw tightens and smiling goes out the window
- the tricky bits that I thought I'd nailed fall apart - the G to Dm7 change is a classic here.
This is an angst ridden performance, I'm by no means happy with it. It's a work in progress. I'm working on:
- relaxing (not doing too well here)
- smiling (yep - you guessed it - a work in progress) - but I'll post another video to show you that I can smile - I just can't smile and play in front of the camera
- reducing the pressure in my hands - especially my left - to get good tone and easy movement - without buzzing
- angling my right hand so my nails hit the strings at a 90 -ish degree angle
- getting even/consistent tone - and even volume
- increasing the volume of my bass notes (I think I'll eventually need to get a thumb pick)
I'm working on heaps more, but you get the general idea.
It's strange - you were all so sweet to me last time. I'm hoping this is an experience thing. In the meantime - I'm going with the Nike approach.