Thanks for giving us more of your practice picture.
There's something you might want to try. Believe it or not, keeping a bit of a video record of your playing is a good way to motivate yourself. You don't need to show it to anyone else, but if you regularly record yourself playing you can go back and check how you were doing last week versus how you're doing now. I'm absolutely sure you're getting better slowly but surely and faster than you think you are. But you may not realise it because you're trying to get to your goal quickly, more quickly. You're probably a little impatient like all of us. And you'd like to be as good as Vanessa and Neil right now. Hell I know I'd like to be.
Anyway, try recording yourself each time you play. Then after a little while go back and watch them. My guess is you'll be surprised at the progress you're making without even realising it.
Give it a go. Recording sucks, but if it's just for your own observation it sucks a lot less. Be aware that your playing is likely to suffer as soon as you turn the camera on, so don't judge how well you're doing by the first lot of recordings. You're likely to be nervous even if it's just a record of your progress. It gets easier, especially if you just accept whatever's happening for you at a that time.
If you do give this approach a go, drop in and let us know how you're finding it.
Cheers.
Michele